Heartaches. Heartbreaks.
Wednesday 24th November
12.05am. Rainy and Humid weather
I turned around, there she was standing right in front of me. Yes. True enough i couldn’t believe my eyes, I took a gasp. She gave me that smile again, the one I couldn’t forget no matter what. With a pain in my heart, I gave a smile back.
All these times, I tried my best to put her out of my head, hoping to ease the pain. But, to no avail. Flashes of our memories comes by running through the back of my head even how much I tried to get myself occupied with insignificant stuffs.
A little success came by, and i had lessen my thoughts about her. But today there she was, appearing at my work place. Sat at table 39 with her friend, I tried my best not to look at her but realizing that I’ve been taking quick glances of her. And when she noticed she would always give me a sweet little smile, and the more it pains my heart to smile back when its killing me inside.
I don’t want it to happen anymore, anything for now. Just wishing she would take great care of herself and the life inside of her. I wouldn’t be there providing happiness for her if she needed, so I really do hope she would find that right guy to be there taking good care of her, carrying on the part that I have failed to.
To E, If u ever chance upon this, I want to let u know that I am happily satisfied to even be a part of your life.
Always,
Dummy-fied
